My struggle is,

I know the options, and the outcomes of each option.

So lately I've been choosing the contrary option to the norm.

Pretty much the rebellious and bad option.



I want to understand where people are coming from,

why they behave a certain way, why they enjoy things like

alcohol, drugs, lust, possessions.

AND now that i'm done with my experimentation,

it's time to return to my snail shell,

and to slowly creep along the dirt like I was before.

Who cares if the other bugs' bodies are much faster?

For they do not know the quickness of my mind.